After crossing d eamcet hurdle , the bipc students who secured good ranks get enrolled into some medical college . The situation is the same with me . The sri chaitanya had polished me for a span of 2 years , but i found many lapses in my preparation & my biological clock was totally disturbed . I wonder now that i dont know even the names of the most of movies released during that period .I MISSED my target finally . People around me said that it was not uncommon in my stream & many tried 2 console me . But i stayed away from all that [ i was away from the phone for a couple of months ]. Who likes such a kind of feelings showering on them . As usual , joined the long term coaching . Its not just a long term but a very very long term . This time i planned the entire thing in my own way , i studied , relaxed , enjoyed , roamed well & slept for more hours [...many dont believe in my words but that is true] . Finally secured a good rank & got seat with a little disappointment.
My first day in the medical college was really a different one in my life . For the first time , i had such a sudden & prolonged rise in my acetylcholine levels . It effected my gut , heart & general circulation . A new place... a new college ... a new subject ... the first day in a new kind of class & i am d only student sitting there up to 915 am [ 9 am is the exact time ] . Just imagine .....
The first day saw only 8 out of 132 admitted students attending the class . After a small lecture at the anatomy department we were asked 2 disperse . I went home with my father [he accompanied me on that day]. I found myself comfortable that night than the previous one . The dawn followed & i went 2 college on the second day with a cool mind but i had faced the same situation again & the attendance was just 6. This time it was the physiology dept.'s lecture . After that v headed towards the main gate . Then the thing had begun....SENIORS n the INTERACTION . 2 seniors on a bike searching for us spotted us at one of the cross roads en route to the main entrance . In the next scene , they were taking us to the men's hostel . By gods sake , i saw my father in the road heading the hostel , coming from hostel . So... ha ha .... i escaped .
The classes began from the third day ... it was a monday . I came back 2 yzag that sat & again attended the classes on wed . From that day ... every thing was normal ... irregular classes, regular bunks, finding hideouts in the way to college, seniors & interaction with them...new clsmates n new friends etc etc. The days ran very fast . All that what we were doing the most of the time was staying indoors ... either in the college or in the room. Whenever we were spotted out side , we were caught n ragged . I escaped most of the times saying something to our seniors . I didnt tell even my classmates that i was staying at a room , till jan .
Meanwhile , the internal exams turned up . The first year has 3 main subjects , namely , anatomy , physiology & bio chemistry , besides the embryology , histology, neuroanatomy, genetics & general anatomy. However , the internals were taken lite by everyone . For the first time , i had appeared for an exam with minimum preparation .. wrote the exam .. Soon after the first internals were over i noticed one thing in me .. " i was a little tensed regarding my preparation before my exams but i was not at all tensed after writing them ... i mean .. about results ". I heard that the papers will not b corrected by the faculty members ... not at all.. .
The bi0chem dept, surprisingly, had corrected them & placed the results in the dept notice board . There was a big rush , pushing , pulling as if the fans of mega star awaiting his movie release . Every one was giggling watching at their marks ... gone are the days when we felt bad for losing half a mark. Every one was happy either for being passed or his neighbour passed copying from him & he failed or scored less than him . I am among those few who scored 30+ & no doubt i was very happy .
We used to bunk the classes whenever a festival came on fri , sat , mon or tues... & before the exams . The physiology classes were the most interesting [we enjoyed well] ... a few listen the biochem classes & here all are busy at their own works ... anatomy dept was the most dangerous one . We cant do what ever we want in the anatomy class & have to maintain pin drop silence . But i had enjoyed the dissection very well . We had dissected the ENTIRE HUMAN BODY . Every one enjoyed & enjoyed all the months up to may. YO maan .....its summer break. The SRI CHAITANYA still remembered us . Its the eamcet time again. We were called to motivate the young robots being trained by them ... the students going to face their eamcet this year.Yah..! v chit chatted with them ... shared some of our experiences at medical college with them . After the summer break was over, seniors became closer to us .... its june.... preparations for third internal exams , internal practical exams , records thats it ...it was the quickest of all months of the academic year. Then came the july.... the hardest of all.... the final theory exams. I had never prepared for exams in such a DIE HARD manner in my past . The only biggest mistake i had done is ... " having 2 weeks of time for preparation... i came home 2 prepare". [ I know i cant read at home because i do visit it occasionally] . Its really a risky decision . It cost me a week .... in that week... i could hardly turn 5 or 6 pages in anatomy. I packed my books immediately & returned to Kakinada . Then i started my exam preparation with a week away from exams. I had never spent so many sleepless nights in my past . The exams began ... in that span of about 12 or 13 days ... i remember ..."i slept for around 5 hours". U believe it or not ... thats true..
I know every one does the same in the last week , but i am the only fool who went home though the time was tough . Now i cant go into the past & change it ... all that i can do is to see that doesn't repeats again & suggest my juniors not to do that .OHK.....past is past... leave it . My hard work had secured me 70% in the exams . I am satisfied with what i got . Now i am the SENIOR .
"I have entered the FIRST CLINICAL YEAR ."
Yeshwanth
rey u r nt da nly guy who went home i stayed at home 4 a month n studied so don regret abt itn juniors tak it frm me wer ever u r u hav 2 study dats it!!!!!!n its beter at home only wid al da comforts!!! wat do u say jussu??????
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